"Breathe once more. Live for one more breath. As long as you breathe, you are fighting to survive."

What do you do when you want to talk to someone and tell someone everything that is going on ... but don't know who to talk to?

What do you do when you want to talk, but at the same time, you can't. You can't find the words to say how you feel. You can't find the courage to say the words that you bury deep down in your heart, time after time. You can't find the words to say, even when your body is wrenched with heartbreaking sobs that you have buried until you couldn't dig a hole deep enough.

What do you do when all you know how to do is bury your feelings so deep that it can only rise when your guard is down, when you're too tired to keep the walls up around your heart?

Not sure if it's the lack of sleep talking. Or exhaustion. Or depression. Or my mind is being affected by the smoke inhalation from the fires. Or I just may be losing my mind period. Because all I know is.

Tomorrow is another day. Everything that bubbled up to the surface tonight we be pushed back down and forgotten for another day.

"Breathe once more. Live for one more breath. As long as you breathe, you are fighting to survive."