Do you know how it feels

To lose one friend after another to you?

To see someone else take my place even when I'm standing right there?

To know that given a choice, you would always be chosen and I will always be left alone?

To see everyone rather pick you than me?

To see that there is no room for me at an already crowded space?

To know that I'm not wanted unless needed to be used?

To know that I am not worth as much as you, that I'm not as important as you?

To feel invisible?

To be bound my silence when all I want to do is scream at the top of my lungs?

That no matter what I say or how loud, I will never be heard?

That nothing that matters to me matters to anyone else?

When everything I say is shot down?